I don't want to go to class. I can't seem to force myself to go. I do remember that not so very long ago, I felt interested in this whole business and even quite enthusiastic, but I can't for the life of me figure out why. And in the absence of a good reason, why would anyone do this?
Everyone involved in the martial arts, and I do mean everyone, is keen to impress upon me that everyone else in this world is fraudulent, vainglorious, greedy and peddling techniques that in no way would be useful to anyone should ever she really need to defend herself.
I think you have all succeeded in persuading me that you are right.